I’ve Found My Soulmate!

Apologies for the clickbait title, but… Well, it is sort of true.

You see, I have found my soulmate…in a graphic designer. ūüėČ

I write the books, and he designs the covers.

We’ve already had some discussions about my Christmas novella, so you know I’m not making this up.

Of course, I kind of have to write (or in this case, edit) the book first. So, while he’s waiting for me to get my sh*t together, he’s been finding design work in other ways, including t-shirt designs on Amazon.

Maybe you guys noticed the shameless plug in my last post

“Not a hugger” referring to this…

The shirt’s message couldn’t be furthest from the truth for me, because I am most definitely “a hugger”! But I love to support my entrepreneur friends.

Like my friend who writes comic books and does animations, and my friend who started her own all-natural makeup line. Even my friend who’s an up-and-coming actor. I sat through one of the most boring Hallmark Christmas dog movies ever (not that any of these movies are any good, even with dogs, but this one was particularly insufferable) just to see his three lines, and when they came, I was still the happiest little superfan ever!

Concerning my “soulmate” designer, I really am looking forward to our partnership (soon as I get that damn book written/edited), but until then, do show him your love.

And hey, who knows, maybe this is more than a business partnership. I mean, I am (reluctantly) a romance writer, right? Wouldn’t it be ironic if my book cover designer and I were… romancing?…

Unfortunately, he lives on the opposite end of the world and would need funds to get to the good ol’ “land of the free” to be with me, so if you want this love story to be written, you have to buy a shirt.

Love wins when you buy a shirt! Ironic because the shirt identifies its wearer as “not a hugger,” but more designs are coming, including some pretty dope cityscape designs, so be looking out for those. I’ll have everything displayed in a gallery on my sidebar to the right. You can click the images and go straight to Amazon.

…and one day soon, that link will be for my book too…hopefully…

But until then, no pressure, if you can, support my friend and buy a shirt. ūüėÄ


If We Were Having Coffee…

Good morning! It’s finally September, right? Then I’ll have a pumpkin spiced latte. Hold the whipped cream. Almond milk, please. I’m taking a break from dairy.

Don’t look at me like that. I’m not becoming another one of those nondairy, plant-based, “eating animals is bad,” basic, valley, vegan chicks (just a basic pumpkin spice chick) flooding the interwebs…

But, I may be going… lactose intolerant.

I don’t know, can someone suddenly become lactose intolerant when they’ve never had an issue before? All I know is I’ve been having some major digestive problems whenever I eat or drink anything with dairy in it. Noticed it mostly with the butter I put in my food because I actually don’t drink cow’s milk anymore… unless it’s in coffee…or mac and cheese.

Haven’t noticed a problem with cheese yet, but if that happens, I think I will literally die.

There is no vegan substitute for cheese. Period.

With a “T.”


It’s like tofu. I don’t care how you dress it up, I know it ain’t chicken. And no matter how much cashew milk and nutritional yeast you put in your little witch’s brew…IT DON’T TASTE LIKE CHEESE!

Fight me.

But we’re getting a bit off topic. Let’s talk about the real reason you’re here…

Where the frack have I been?

I know, I know. It’s been about three months since my last post—five months since the last time you saw a post from me daily (April A to Z Challenge). Do I have an explanation for my absence?


Well, I do… but I’m not going to tell you because I don’t want to sound like I’m complaining. (Still dealing with the inner trauma of an ex calling me a nagging complainer… *cue uncomfortable laugh*)

If you really must know, let’s just say computers have not been a friend to my eyes lately. The whole office environment, really. Have you ever notice how bright those florescent lights are? Geez, would it kill ya to put in a dimmer??

But seriously, I think I’m finally learning how hard it is to balance a day job with my creative passions. Because let’s be honest, at my last job, I hardly did anything. Just sat at a desk and answered a phone that rarely rang. The highlight of my day was organizing some files, okay?

Now that I’m in a world of deadlines and production spikes and ever-changing style guides and meeting an editing proficiency of four pages per hour (which can sometimes be difficult when the material is really dense, poorly written, or God forbid, ESL!) all under too bright florescent lights and computer backlights, ya girl is T-I-R-E-D.

There, I said it. There’s your explanation.

When I come home from work, sometimes I just want to lie in bed, in the dark, with a cool, wet compress over my eyes. Getting back on a computer is furthest from my mind, unfortunately for you guys. Though, I appreciate those who still come back to visit my old posts.

And especially on those occasions when I do muster up the energy to write something and post, I thank you for giving me a second chance at entertaining you…

Like today…

Even though it’s with less than 600 words…

And it’s not fiction or poetry.

Hopefully, that will come back soon. When I’ve emptied my mind of all my work-related obsessions and stresses and have left them…at work.

And hopefully, it won’t be another three months before you hear from me again.

But for now, I have to say goodbye. I must rest my eyes.

What to Write for NaNoWriMo

NaNoWriMo is coming soon, and I’m considering taking the dive once again.

I don’t know why I continue to torture myself like this…

But I haven’t done any kind of planning or brainstorming, and although I have I plenty of works in progress (including a novella I’m considering giving a total revamp) half-baked ideas, and a current novel I haven’t yet started on, I want this potential NaNoWriMo novel to be 100% new.

Nothing I’ve started and stopped and started again…and stopped again.

Nothing that was once a passion but, after a year, has now become an afterthought.

Something my editor brain won’t overthink to the point that it’s debilitating.

Something I can approach as an adventure rather than potentially the next great American novel (that will only disappoint me when I read it again).

Something absolutely brand spanking new.

But what?

Maybe it’s because it’s almost Halloween, but I’m thinking of doing a ghost story. Nothing too scary, but something definitely spooky.

What do you think?

Tell me, what story should I write? I want to step out of my comfort zone a little. I’m sick of writing sad romance. Maybe a different genre will give me the boost I need to get to 50,000 words in one month for the first time ever!

How to Survive Two Weeks Without TV or Internet When You Uproot Your Life to Move to a New City for a Job Opportunity…

Step 1. Pick up a book.

Step 2. Read the book.

I’ve Won NaNoWriMo So Many Times

I have a confession to make. I didn’t participate in NaNoWriMo this year. Not officially, at least.

You see, I was going to, I even spent an entire month planning for it– drafting outlines, creating character sketches, brainstorming backstory and plot points—but when November came around, I got very busy.

Story of my life, right?

If I could sum 2017 in one word, it would be “overcommitted.” I was doing too many things, and it all culminated in one month which, though not the shortest month of the year, definitely feels like it when you have to write 1,667 words a day amid 10,000 other things on your to-do list!

Although the last thing I wanted to do was procrastinate on writing yet another novel, I had to think realistically. How much stress would this add on me—to find time to write, do everything else, and still get to bed at a decent hour? Was it worth it, knowing that I likely wouldn’t finish, or even make it past¬†the 10,000 word mark?

So I said no to NaNoWriMo, at least for this year. But one of my main goals for¬†2018 is to be less busy and¬†not take on more than I can bear so that I can dedicate more time to my writing. So there’s always the possibility that I¬†may try again . . . if I can take the pressure.

But I won’t wallow in self-pity over another NaNoWriMo project left unfinished (or in this case unstarted), because there have been so many times when I’ve won NaNoWriMo. No I haven’t quite made it to the 50,000 words written in one month feat, but I’ve come pretty darn close!

First,¬†I deserve a pat on the back for completing the A to Z Challenge three years in a row! A lot of bloggers can’t say the same. My first¬†A to Z Challenge in 2015 introduced you to my novella, Love Poetry, which I hope to finally complete in 2018. I have 23,914 words of planning material for Lost Boy, the novel I had hoped to write in November, and that doesn’t even include the flashbacks I wrote as part of¬†Short Story a Day May, a challenge which in total came to 451 words shy of 25,000. And my longest project yet¬†is¬†26 Husbands–26 Unusual Deaths, my 2016 A to Z Challenge novella, clocking in at over 30,000 words! How’s that for Camp NaNoWriMo!

And while I’m basking in my NaNoWriMo successes, let’s talk about what I did¬†write in November. Countdown to 31 Days of Holiday Hooligans! Yes, I know I said I had completed the story earlier this year . . . I lied. The truth is I spent a few slow days in May writing three more chapters. But the rest came this November, as I wrote one chapter a day, adding to what I had left unfinished back in 2016.

So you see, I didn’t totally abandon NaNoWriMo after all! And don’t you worry; I still plan on finishing Countdown.¬†A recent bout with procrastination, along with Thanksgiving travel (and, you know, being with family), kept me from finishing the story in November as I had originally planned, but that’s all going to work out in the end, because I stopped at Day 24. You know what that means. The story originally meant for Christmas (last year) will finally be concluded this Christmas! Next week, I’m giving you the final seven chapters of Countdown (Monday through Sunday), so if you want to catch up on the story, read it from the beginning here!

By the way, Countdown currently sits at around 27,800 words, which means when I close this year with the final chapter on December 31, it will be my longest completed project to date! Just the boost of confidence I need going into 2018 with the hope of finishing (and possibly publishing) even more projects. Whether they are products of NaNoWriMo, or my own writing victories.

I’m just so happy to say I did it!


#WeekendRewind: 7 Things I Want to Do Before 2018

I can’t take full credit for this post.¬†It was definitely inspired by Marquessa’s list, 30 Things You Can Still Do Before 2018.¬†Read Part 1 on Planet Simon and Part 2 on Marquessa’s blog, Simply Marquessa.

Oh, 2017, I’d like to say it’s been real, but like 2016, I’m ready to be rid of you! While this year probably wasn’t as bad as I’m making it out to be, these last few months have definitely been difficult. I’ve said it before— I’m not satisfied with¬†where I’m at in life¬†right now.¬†The fire that should have been lit at the end of 2016 (but fizzled out before February) is now¬†blazing!

If I want next year to be different, I’ve got to be committed to making a change, and as someone who still struggles with procrastination, I’m not waiting until January 1 to do it. You can’t limp into the New Year expecting to miraculously leap once the clock strikes 12. You’ve¬†got to start taking those steps toward recovery now. So, with that¬†being said, here are¬†seven things that I want to do before¬†2018.

1. Lose five pounds.

I’ve been on this weight loss journey since June of 2016, and while I’ve lost around 40 pounds, I still can’t¬†fit in that size 4 dress collecting dust in my closet (well, I can, but it doesn’t look cute ūüėČ ). This October, I finally passed another milestone: I’m no longer plateaued! Yes, I’m back on my downward trend.¬†It only took me a year to do! Originally my goal was to maintain that weight through the fattening foods of the holidays, but now I’m taking a more aggressive approach. I want to continue that downward trend. I might not make it to five pounds, but any weight loss before the end of the year is a step in the right direction!

2. Create a sleeping habit.

For someone who can barely¬†keep her eyes open past 10PM most nights (and some nights even earlier), I never go to bed on time. I’ve been up after midnight, one o’clock, two, and when I pulled my all-nighter, FIVE IN THE MORNING! Funny thing is, I’m not a night person at all. The only good thing I’ve ever done at night was be¬†born, but when it comes to productivity, I function so much better in the morning.¬†The problem is getting out of bed, washing my face, brushing my teeth, and eating a balance breakfast in order to start my day, and I can’t do that if I’m only getting 4 to 5¬†hours¬†of sleep.

I read somewhere that in order to get your body in the habit of going to bed at a certain time (I’m aiming¬†for 9:30 or 10PM), set your alarm to 45-50 minutes before¬†to alert you to start preparing for bed (like do hair, wash/brush, pack lunch for the next day, do nighttime exercises, write down everything you have to do in the morning so you’re not laying in bed worrying over it, etc.) so that when it’s bedtime, all you have to do is get in the bed and close¬†your eyes.¬†I’m going to give it a try, and hopefully, by January, cranky, irritable, baggy-eyed, needing a nap in her car¬†after lunch, Nortina will be a thing of the past!

3. Wean myself off of phone dependence.

Every morning, the first thing I reach for (after¬†I slam my hand down on my alarm’s snooze button for the eighth time) is my phone. And that backlight is¬†sooo bright in the morning!¬†I’ve dimmed it, and it’s still blinding! And what am I really checking? I’m not that big on social media—you won’t know my life by looking at my Facebook page, my last Instagram post was in August, Snapchat is stupid to me, and while I do want to tweet more to build my online author platform, I’m not there yet. Most of my emails are spam or notifications I could care less about, and while I do check WordPress comments, it still takes me a couple days to reply to them. So really, what am I checking my phone for?

Earlier this year, I went two months without a phone. I actually thought my phone¬†had died and I needed a new one– I just didn’t have the money to buy a new one at the time (I still don’t).¬†Surprisingly, it turned back on one morning, but those two months disconnected from the digital world were liberating! Yes, I still had my computer, and I was able to connect with people that way, but a bulky,¬†seven-pound laptop is not the same as a phone, and I’m not going to carry that around with me everywhere I go. Not having a phone gave me the freedom to look at the world and enjoy it. I wasn’t distracted, plugged in, or feeling hypersensitive because of that damn backlight!

When my phone came back to life, I slowly started to become dependent on it again, until it reestablished itself as my permanent crutch. The moment I realized my phone had to go was when I was hanging out with¬†a guy from work¬†(not on¬†a date, but I know he’s interested in me), and¬†all he could do was look at his phone, scroll through his friends’ Facebook posts, show me shit I couldn’t care less about,¬†tell me crazy crap our government is doing (and try to convince me¬†he’s not reading¬†“fake news”). I was just really bored with him. You mean to tell me all the conversation we can¬†have has to be initiated by your phone? No thanks! So I’m officially killing my phone again, and whatever relationship that could have been. Quite frankly, I was never looking to be anything more than just friends with him– now I’m even reconsidering that!

4. Organize. Organize. Organize.

I’m sick of talking about getting organized and never doing anything about it. To finish this year, I want to be proactive in my organization. This week I cleaned my room . . . again . . . but there are still some things I want to declutter, like my closet and dresser. I guarantee about¬†70% of the clothes I have I never wear. Time to fill up those donation bins (and get a tax credit too!). There are too many people in need in this world for me to be hoarding all this stuff!

There are actually three facets to my organization goal. The first is my room; the second is my blog. At the beginning of 2016, my blog got a total overall. I changed the layout, the background, the title. 2016 was the year I really wanted to establish my writer platform, and I think I did that successfully. But I let some older posts that don’t fit in the direction I want to take¬†my blog stick around. Even today they still get views, and I am sick of seeing them in my site stats.

So, come January, all of those posts will be deleted! There really aren’t that many—maybe about 50 out of over 800. And I’m pretty sure the people reading them aren’t staying to read my newer stuff, so I don’t think the posts will be missed (and Google can stop directing random searchers to my blog!). I may see my site stats go down, but I think over time, this will be a good move, because then Lovely Curses will only have one focus: my writing.

The third facet is organizing my email. I have so many unread emails, and as I mentioned in my previous point, about 90% of them are notifications and subscriptions that I don’t read. And the important emails, that require a response, get lost in the sea of unread emails. While my email has automatically organized my inbox to help weed out some of the spam I get, I think I want to take it a step further. I could waste my time unsubscribing to everything, but¬†Marquessa suggested something that sounds even better. Trash it all!

5. Look for available apartments.

While 2017 was unfortunately¬†a year of complacency, 2018 will absolutely¬†be a year of big change! There were three big changes I considered making last year that I never did: Quit my job, go back to school and get my masters, move out of my mom’s house. I’m so close¬†to paying off my student loans, so I’m hesitant to go back to school. I think eventually I will go back to get my MFA, but until I decide on what I really want to do career-wise, I’m going to hold off on that.

However, one thing I can change now is my living arrangement. I’m almost 26, and according to the healthcare law (has it been repealed yet?), 26 is the age to finally sever your dependence on your parents. I think it’s time. I love my mom and my brother, but I’m sick of living with them. And if I ever want to truly feel like an adult, I’ve got to start doing adult things, that includes venturing out¬†on my own. It’s one of the main reasons I want to clear out my room: make it easier to move. So for the next two weeks I’ll be making my list of apartment candidates,¬†I’ll¬†start looking at and applying for the ones I like¬†in January, and hopefully by my¬†birthday in March, I’ll be moving out!

6. Aggressively look for a new job.

I need a change. Period. While my current jobs does put food on the table, it’s not permanent, I don’t get benefits, I don’t get paid vacation or holiday, which SUCKS during Christmas, and there’s no path for career development.

Call me crazy, but I’m the type of person who actually wants to work in her passion—you know, the field of study I got a degree for. Time to stop settling for complacency and hit that pavement to find the job that’s gonna make me eager for Monday mornings again!

7. Chill the f*** out!

One last thing I have to do going into the New Year… CHILL THE F*** OUT! Yes, I’m hypersensitive. I’ve come to accept that. And when I start to think about life and the future and goals, etc., I feel a variety of emotions: anxiety, depression, excitement, sadness, anger. I really do need a playlist for all these feelings. Marquessa mentioned it in her post; I think I’ll do it. I’m actually a step ahead—my playlists are already created. I have an “Acoustic” playlist for when I’m “in my feelings”; I just need to update it. I have a “Gospel” playlist for when I need inspiration and when I need to be reminded¬†that God is still¬†in control. And I recently created a¬†“Vibe” playlist for¬†when I’m in a good mood and I just want to dance. And guess what. I’m feeling good today, so I think I’ll blast my “Vibe” playlist on the speakers!

And that’s my list. So sorry¬†for the length of this post, guys! I didn’t intend for it to clock in at just under 2,000 words, but if you read it all the way to the end, I really hope this list inspired you like Marquessa’s list inspired me. Is there anything you’d like to add? Let me know in the comments!¬†Oh, and by the way, good luck on finishing out this year strong! I wish you a happy, productive, and fulfilled 2018!


Countdown to 31 Days of Holiday Hooligans

31 Days of Holiday Hooligans is coming a little early this year…

Introducing: Countdown to 31 Days of Holiday Hooligans!

I’m sure you all remember the serial story I started last December but never finished (due to an exhausting bout with “writer’s block”).

Well, it always bugged me that I never finished the story, especially since you all loved it so much, and it was just starting to get good.

Since falling off at around Day Nine, I’ve spent the better part¬†of a year writing new chapters to the story, strategically posting it with a back date to December 2016, creating the illusion that I never abruptly stopped writing the story. (It was all in your head. ūüėČ )

Then it dawned on me. Why back date it, where no one will ever see it again (unless they one day decide to peruse old posts) when you can just repost it all over again, like it’s a new story!

Technically speaking, half of it is new. At least to your eyes.

So, to officially kick off the holiday season, my favorite time of the year, this November I’m bringing back last year’s 31 Days of Holiday¬†Hooligans series with a twist, calling it Countdown to 31 Days of Holiday Hooligans. Before we introduce the new material, let’s look back at the old and prepare ourselves for what’s sure to be a ho-ho-hoin’ good time!

Be sure to pop back in tomorrow for Day One of Countdown!

A Weekend of Reblogs . . . And Title Changes

Hello, friends! I’m sure you’re wondering, who is this stranger? Yes, it’s been a long time since I’ve posted something on a Saturday, but I’m thinking about testing a new segment on this blog called Reblog Weekends.

What do you think? Catchy enough? Hey, no one said both words had to start with a W . . . or an R.

Hmm, maybe I should call it Weekend Rewind. That sounds better right? At least both words have a W in them.

Ok, so the title is a work in progress (as are most of my titles), but you get the point, right?

Anyway, let’s get on to the motivation behind this new segment…

When I’m not writing, or working, or living under a rock, or procrastinating (more to come on that later), I like to scroll through my WordPress¬†reader and read about the lives and loves of the many blogs I follow, whether¬†they are personal blogs, fiction or poetry writing, cooking, travel, book and movie reviews,¬†or a little bit of everything.

While I don’t always comment on everything (too hard, I tend to overthink comments, I want mine to mean something–such the perfectionist, the main reason why I struggle to respond to comments on my own blog), I do at least try to like all the posts I read, just so the blogger knows that¬†s/he has a keeper who is thoroughly enjoying¬†his/her content.

I’m like Zeke Elliott . . . FEED ME!

Ok, I’m a Cowboy’s fan. You know I had to sneak that in there.

But every once in a while I¬†come across a post that I¬†love so much I can’t just like it on my own and skip out on leaving a comment. I have to tell people about it!

Hence, Reblog Weekends!

. . . or Weekend Rewind . . .

I’m starting to like the Rewind better . . .

Every Saturday and Sunday, I’ll be sharing some of my favorite blog posts that I’ve read during the week, giving you all the opportunity to be smitten by the writer’s words just as I was.

This is also a great opportunity for blog exposure that could result in¬†a few¬†extra followers. So to those writers whose posts I do share . . . you’re welcome.

Maybe I’ll add my two cents with every reblog. I know how some bloggers are about people just sharing their content and having nothing to say (I’m the same way when my posts get randomly reblogged or linked). So trust me when I tell you this isn’t spam, just a fan wanting to brag and boast about why she’s an ultimate¬†fan, and maybe¬†lend¬†a few more fans in the process. . .

Although, I’d be lying if I said part of my reasoning wasn’t selfish, because it get’s a little lonely here on the weekends.

I think I’ll test try my Reblog Rewind ( . . .¬† nah, I think Weekend Rewind is going to win out) at least to the end of the year. If anything else, I’ll have some great content to share with you, even through the weekends, while I’m planning ahead on my next week of blog posts (because procrastination must end!)

So are you ready to see my go-to reading material for this past week? Stay tuned, my first reblog goes up later today!

. . . By the way, let’s not talk about how I’m making something as simple as reblogging someone else’s hard work such a big¬†deal here. I’m just that special. ūüėČ